WEDDINGS!

Okay, Here's the deal...MJ is getting married. Great right? Sorta...It's great that her and B are finally getting married, she loves him and all. But the bad part?

1-She's moving out of her house(even though B lives in Larwill too),and that house, idk, but it like, means somthing. And to just up and sell it...idk how she would be able to do that. I know I couldn't do that.

2-There's gonna be a lot more people in the family-how is this bad you ask? She already has very little time for me the way it is, with more people in the family, she's not going to have any time for me at all. I'm just scared she is going to completely abandon me and forget i ever existed because she will be too caught up with everything else. She has always told me she would never do that, but what if that does happen? I'm just scared.

The third reason her getting married isn't a good thing, is cuz I might not be able to go. And that is not a good thing. Unless I can go to my friend M's house, then maybe I can go. IF I can talk her parents into taking me without telling my mom.

Any advice?

Updates

I have not updated this thing in a while.
Things are going wrong with Daddy and my mom. I want to live with daddy, my mom says no, i want to be there over the summer, my mom said yes, and now that the time has come, she is saying no. Shari has to find stuff about my rights, and Daddy's rights with joint custody. DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA!!! I just want to live with Daddy!

Summer is now here! That is good, but also bad. Won't go into that now though. My best friend, practically sister, is having a hot tub party tonight, I'm staying the night, then she's having her 8th grade graduation party Saturday. Idk, her mom is making her have one. It's pretty retarded. Yeah...

8th grade recognition went well. I cried...alot. It was sad having to leave all I've known the past three years. Some of the teachers there have become like family to me, and now all of a sudden I just have to get up and walk away and forget all about them. I can't do that. It's too hard for me.

My boyfriend, Phill, is leaving to go to Colorado with his dad for the summer on Saturday. I am pretty bumbed about that. I'm not going to get to see him for 2 months.

That's actually about it for now. Need to get some stuff done around the house before I have to leave tonight.

Moving???

Well, I just came home from daddy's...We had a LONG talk. After school is out, I want to move in with him. Tonight, I will be talking with my mother about it. Daddy and Shari are VERY excited! It's my mother I am worried about. I am petrified to tell her about it because I am scared she will say no. Shari talked to Mom J today and she really likes her, which is good. They talked for a long time. If I live with daddy, I will have a little more freedom, I will have more privacy, and I will get to see Mom J. I want to get a better relationship with daddy and Shari and this is a great way for us all to get closer. I think it will be better for EVERYONE! If you have any comments...go ahead and leave them.

Mother's Day

Today is mother's day. texted MomJ, called Sheri, texted Jeni, still gotta make my mom a card. Whole family is coming out today. It's going to be very hecktic. Went to Phill's last weekend, had a lot of fun. Went to Walmart yesterday with Ali, completely vandelized the place. Then got the finger and called a b**** by some chick i don't even know. haha i was so close to being in a fight. it was HALARIOUS!!! Will go to daddy's next weekend. School is almost out. I'm not looking forward to it. That is for sure. Nothing really new. That's it i guess.

SCHOOL!!!!!!!

OOG!!!!! TODAY, I GOT CALLED AWESOME BY 3 TEACHERS!!! THAT IS SO AWESOME!!!!!!!! I am doing a charity thing for DUTCH CLUB (Dressing Up Thurdays Can't Hurt) The charity goes to 7th grade S.S. teacher Andrew Laymen...because his daughter, Kate, died recently this school year. And they already have a charity, Kate's Kart so now we are doing stuff with the school dance to help with the charity. I am making a poster telling all about it. Along with some of my friends. It's going to be really fun and I think it will be a good experience for all of us. I am very excited!!!!!!! That's about it for today!

LIKE OOG!!! HAHA

If you haven't noticed, I have made up a new abbriviation. OOG-OH OUR GOD HAHA GET IT?!?! INSTEAD OF OMG!!! haha cuz everytime I say OMG it seems like someone always says MY GOD TOO!!!! So yupp. I know, I'm cool like that! hahaa! Well anywhooo.....I gotta new bf....Phillip Jones...idk if I've already put that in my last post but oh well haha. Yesterday and today I tried out for solos in choir. YAY ME! HAHA don't know if I got one yet but we will see. I hope. I really really do hope. But i doubt I will. Anyways........well actually, that's all. haha

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HOLA MY PEOPLES!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM AT HOME. MY FRIEND CASIE IS HERE. WOO-HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANYWHO-DA-DOO......we called our ex, it was so FUNNAY!!!! YES IT WAS! HE HUNG UP ON US HAHAHA!!! THEN HE CALLED BACK AND SAID THAT CASIE WAS SAYING I WAS A LEZBIAN WHICH....ISN'T TRUE EHEM EHEM STRAIGHT ALL DA WAY BABY! WHY DO YA THINK I GOTS A BF??? 'ZACLY!!!!!! GOTTA GO! BY BY!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥