Crazy things

Sunday, my bf's mom picked me up and we went to church. He was already there. It's a really nice church, and I really like it. The people there are very nice, and, tho I did not get to meet him, and I intended not to, I really like the preacher. After church, we went back to their house. We did a lot of stuff, my bf didn't get home till a little after me and his mom got back. (he had something he was doing at church, and me and mom didn't feel like staying and waiting.) So, in our time before the boys got home, I showed her some pix, and helped put away groceries(I know, I'm just so nice...lol) and I saw some pix of hers, she was born and raised in Africa until she was 18, I saw those pix a little later. My bf and I did a lot of stuff. We watched music videos for a little while, that was fun. We also went into mom's room, and I went through all, and I mean all of her clothes, closet, dresser, everything. I found some interesting things, but will not go into detail. His little bro, he can get really annoying. Overall, he's a really good kid, just, very hyper, and he tends to not like me at times. Mainly because he doesn't like the fact that I'm his brother's girlfriend, and he thinks we are too young.(sometimes, I think mom thinks we are too young also...but oh well) One of mom's "friends"(who happens to be a guy and she has this major crush on him, came over. Now, I would be urging her to make a move, but it's far too soon for him, his wife past away not too long ago. But anyway, he and his son stayed for quite a long time. That gave bf's bro something to do, and mom something to do. I, on the other hand, was stupid and didn't take that time, to think.....they were occupied, me and bf could have taken advantage of that, and could have had our alone time then. Honestly, I think that's what he wanted, but I just didn't see it.(I tend to think of myself more than others, which I really hate that I'm that way) But anyway, we then all had a wrestling match. I pinned mom's "friends" son like 3 times. He's little bro's age, like 10 or 11. I don't know for sure. He thought he could take me, but he didn't know I have a Marine brother. I pulled a move I learned from my big bro. I think it took him by surprise that I could even do that. Anyways, I tried to take on mom....not a good idea. She got me down before I could even try to defend myself. I couldn't move! Then, I tired getting her down, I jumped on her back, I even sat on her shoulders, it did not work. But eventually, us 4 kids got our victory and got her down, but it took a million tries before we could do it. She is a very very strong woman, that is a fact. My bf was lying down, so his bro sat on him, and I sat on his bro, then, I said to his little bro..."oh yeah, I almost forgot" and I kissed his little bro on the cheek, just to freak him out. It was so funny. Later that night, my mom, unfortunately, came to pick me up and we didn't leave until like 9:00pm. While she and bf's mom were talking, we were all piled on bf's mom's bed. His mom, my mom, his bro, him and me. Bf decided to lie down, so I crawled up there and lied my head on his chest, and we linked our fingers and I tried to fall asleep, but the parents wouldn't let me, they were too scared. We then went out to another room, hoping for some piece, but his bro followed. I just leaned into his chest, again, and he held me tight, but his bro started kicking him. So we sat on the couch, and he once again held me tight in his arms, and I almost fell asleep in his arms, pressed against his warm, sweet body. If it wasn't for his bro's lovely(not) music on the piano, I would have fallen asleep. When he walked me out to the car, the mothers were talking in the doorway. So we gave our last(which was our 3rd) hug good-bye. I didn't want to say good-bye, I never wanted to leave. I just wanted him to hold me, and never ever let me go. We just stood there hugging, and he slowly moved his head and he pressed his cheek up against mine, and we almost, just almost kissed, but we didn't. Our lips were, so close, and yet...so far away. If I would have only moved my head a little, maybe he would have kissed me. As his mother reads this, she is probably getting ready to kill us both, even though she already knows, since she was watching us through the corner of her eyes, I know this because she told me when I talked to her on the phone. Today is Tuesday, I am sick. I went home from school yesterday. I haven't been feeling well for about 2 1/2 days. I am planning on going back to school tomorrow, but I don't know quite yet.

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